Mama Yulie » sad http://www.mamayulie.com It is all about me, my world and my thought. Wed, 25 Jan 2012 07:28:11 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2.1 On Becoming the Best of Me http://www.mamayulie.com/my-diary/on-becoming-the-best-of-me.html/ http://www.mamayulie.com/my-diary/on-becoming-the-best-of-me.html/#comments Tue, 16 Jun 2009 07:13:40 +0000 Yulie http://www.mamayulie.com/my-diary/on-becoming-the-best-of-me.html/ This is the other part of my journey. This is one of the hardest times for me. I just don’t know what to do and what to say. I am so disappoint and I feel so terrible now. I had been through such a terrible thing before but I wonder why it still feels the same. It is hurting and it still hurting me.

I know that I deserve to be happy. I know that I deserve to get the best because I have done the best I could. I do every best thing to keep it alive and to keep it better. Then why it still hurting me?

I know my destiny and I know it well. I am sure that I can reach my dream with my own hand and I will never let anybody destroy it. Never!! Not ever!!

I know that this is not an easy time for me but I have to learn from this terrible thing. I know that I have to work harder and smarter. I know that I have to pray more and get closer with God.

I believe that this is the new simple and easy way to reach my dream. I know I was weak but it was over. I was weak but I am stronger now. I am stronger and I can see that I can be a very strong woman and one of the strong women in the world. I don’t have to be Oprah just to be a strong lady. I just want to be me and I will be stronger than Oprah.

I know that I am not happy now. I know that I feel not good now. I know that I don’t like it but I am sure that this will lead me to the better me.

Yes, this pain is changing me. This hurt is helping me to understand the real me. This terrible thing makes me realize that I can be the best. This sad time wake me up from my sleep.

]]> http://www.mamayulie.com/my-diary/on-becoming-the-best-of-me.html/feed/ 0 What is Sadness anyway? http://www.mamayulie.com/my-world/what-is-sadness-anyway.html/ http://www.mamayulie.com/my-world/what-is-sadness-anyway.html/#comments Thu, 16 Apr 2009 10:41:05 +0000 Yulie http://www.mamayulie.com/?p=85 What is sadness anyway? I don’t know. I guess it is a kind of feeling when we feel unhappy, of course. Loosing someone or something, fail, unsuccessful, lost, what else?

Well, this is life. Sometimes we are happy and the other time we are sad. We just have to handle it. The way we handle it will be the proof of our life quality. the more we can handle our emotion, especially the bad one, the better person we will be.

I am thirty years old but sometime I don’t realize it. I still have terrible emotion and I still need to learn a lot. But I believe that I can be a better person, a better mom and a better wife. I know I can do that. I know I can.

]]> http://www.mamayulie.com/my-world/what-is-sadness-anyway.html/feed/ 0 I am Sad http://www.mamayulie.com/my-world/i-am-sad.html/ http://www.mamayulie.com/my-world/i-am-sad.html/#comments Thu, 16 Apr 2009 10:23:23 +0000 Yulie http://www.mamayulie.com/?p=80 I am sad today. They did not accept my blog. I don’t know what is wring with the blog. I think it is a great blog with high page rank. The page rank is four and it is great. Why didn’t they accept it?

Well, I don’t know why I am this sad. It is not about job or money. It is more that a job to me. I love my job and I love what I do. It is more than satisfaction to me. That is why when they did not accept my blog, I feel so sad.

Well, today I am sad but I am trying to handle it. We were enjoying our day with our children today. We hang out and have fun together. I feel a little bit better but I still feel sad now.

It’s okay. I will try to make it better and I will try to accept this fail. I will try to handle my sadness too. I know it won’t be long.

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