What am I doing? I feel so terrible. However, I don’t know what makes me feel so terrible like this. I think I need to go out. What is my life goal? What am I searching? What do I want? What do I want in this life?

Is it money? Will money make me happy? No, I don’t think so. I have some money in my wallet. My google adsense cheque is cleared and in cash now. I have enough money for this month. I can buy anything I want to buy. However, what makes me sad? What makes me so lonely? What make me feel so terrible? I don’t know. I just don’t know.