This is the other part of my journey. This is one of the hardest times for me. I just don’t know what to do and what to say. I am so disappoint and I feel so terrible now. I had been through such a terrible thing before but I wonder why it still feels the same. It is hurting and it still hurting me.

I know that I deserve to be happy. I know that I deserve to get the best because I have done the best I could. I do every best thing to keep it alive and to keep it better. Then why it still hurting me?

I know my destiny and I know it well. I am sure that I can reach my dream with my own hand and I will never let anybody destroy it. Never!! Not ever!!

I know that this is not an easy time for me but I have to learn from this terrible thing. I know that I have to work harder and smarter. I know that I have to pray more and get closer with God.

I believe that this is the new simple and easy way to reach my dream. I know I was weak but it was over. I was weak but I am stronger now. I am stronger and I can see that I can be a very strong woman and one of the strong women in the world. I don’t have to be Oprah just to be a strong lady. I just want to be me and I will be stronger than Oprah.

I know that I am not happy now. I know that I feel not good now. I know that I don’t like it but I am sure that this will lead me to the better me.

Yes, this pain is changing me. This hurt is helping me to understand the real me. This terrible thing makes me realize that I can be the best. This sad time wake me up from my sleep.

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