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		<title>Be Proud Of Your Self</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Jul 2010 07:14:12 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Some people say your career will be over as you are married and have children. I used to believe it because it was so difficult for me to keep my career well while taking care of my family. Taking care of a family means that I have to be a good wife for my husband [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Some people say your career will be over as you are married and have children. I used to believe it because it was so difficult for me to keep my career well while taking care of my family. Taking care of a family means that I have to be a good wife for my husband and be a wise mom for my children. In fact, I couldn’t keep my career well because I was lack of energy. </p>
<p>But now I can do everything well because I quit from my previous job and started my own online business. I love this job and this is absolutely my dream job. </p>
<p>After all these years I finally found my dream job and I just want to say that I am proud of my past. I learned a lot from my past and my pain. I have many bad experiences and good experiences in life. Many times I failed and many times I woke. I will keep my strength to wake up and build my dreams. </p>
<p>I know I haven’t succeeded yet but I always thank to God for everything I have today. I never thought that a small and poor girl will be what I am today. My dad died when I was just two years old and we had been through difficult years since then. Thank God, I always got the best school because God give me a pretty smart brain and a good luck.</p>
<p>I studied in SD Mlatilor 1 Kudus, SMPN 2 Kudus, and SMAN 1 Kudus. These schools are the best schools in my town and I am proud to be part of them. Then, I studied in UNSOED Purwokerto. It seems that only some people proud of this university and I am one of them. I am proud to be part of UNSOED because I won’t be here without it.</p>
<p>I am an accountant and I have an accountant register but I fell in love with English. I love English language since I was in Junior high school and I practice my English everyday. I love writing and I try to write everything in English and thank God, it leads me to my dream job. </p>
<p>Yes, this online world is my dream job. I can freely manage my schedule and I can always be there for my family. This is absolutely a perfect job for mom like me. </p>
<p>To all UNSOED Alumni, be proud of your self and be proud of your Unsoed. You won’t be like what you are today without it.</p>
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		<title>Special Birthday Gift from my family</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2009 08:06:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I got a very special birthday gift from my mom and my sisters.  I really love it.  Thank you Mom, thank you Sisters.  I love it and I feel so beautiful wearing the dress. Well, I am beautiful but this dress makes me more beautiful. LOLâ€¦..
Thank you so much and I will [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I got a very special birthday gift from my mom and my sisters.  I really love it.  Thank you Mom, thank you Sisters.  I love it and I feel so beautiful wearing the dress. Well, I am beautiful but this dress makes me more beautiful. LOLâ€¦..</p>
<p>Thank you so much and I will see you soon next two months. See you and thanks a lot.</p>
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		<title>My Lovely Birthday Gift</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2009 10:12:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[My lovely birthday gift from my husband, my son and my daughter. I love you all&#8230;


source here.
Happy Birthday, MamaYulie]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My lovely birthday gift from my husband, my son and my daughter. I love you all&#8230;</p>
<p><img style="visibility: hidden; width: 0px; height: 0px;" src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyNDc5OTc4OTc4NDMmcHQ9MTI*Nzk5ODIyMzc5NiZwPTQ2OTMxJmQ9Z3JhcGhpY3NodW5*LmNvbSZnPTEmbz1iYjEyNDY3YzY4YWQ*MTgwODc*MTlhZmU5NTVjZjhhYg==.gif" border="0" alt="" width="0" height="0" /><a rel="nofollow" title="Happy Birthday" href="http://www.graphicshunt.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://images.paraorkut.com/img/pics/glitters/h/happy_birthday-1728.gif" border="0" alt="glitters" /></a></p>
<p><img style="visibility: hidden; width: 0px; height: 0px;" src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyNDc5OTgxMjg5MDYmcHQ9MTI*Nzk5ODI2NjY4NyZwPTQ2OTMxJmQ9Z3JhcGhpY3NodW5*LmNvbSZnPTEmbz1iYjEyNDY3YzY4YWQ*MTgwODc*MTlhZmU5NTVjZjhhYg==.gif" border="0" alt="" width="0" height="0" /><a rel="nofollow" title="Happy Birthday" href="http://www.graphicshunt.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://images.paraorkut.com/img/pics/glitters/h/happy_birthday-1729.gif" border="0" alt="glitters" /></a></p>
<p>source <a rel="nofollow" href="http://www.graphicshunt.com/search/9/birthday.htm">here</a>.</p>
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		<title>Birthday Card from Arya</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2009 10:07:46 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Happy birthday Mom&#8230;I love you&#8230;

source here.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Happy birthday Mom&#8230;I love you&#8230;</p>
<p><img style="visibility: hidden; width: 0px; height: 0px;" src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyNDc5OTc2OTg4MTImcHQ9MTI*Nzk5NzczOTEwOSZwPTQ2OTMxJmQ9Z3JhcGhpY3NodW5*LmNvbSZnPTEmbz1iYjEyNDY3YzY4YWQ*MTgwODc*MTlhZmU5NTVjZjhhYg==.gif" border="0" alt="" width="0" height="0" /><a rel="nofollow" title="Happy Birthday" href="http://www.graphicshunt.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://images.paraorkut.com/img/pics/glitters/h/happy_birthday-1726.gif" border="0" alt="glitters" /></a></p>
<p>source <a rel="nofollow" href="http://graphicshunt.com/images/happy_birthday-1726.htm">here</a>.</p>
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		<title>My Delicious Birthday Cake</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2009 09:58:20 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[My delicious birthday cake.  Mmmmm&#8230;..Yummy&#8230;delicious&#8230;..Do you want it?
ps: This is not my real birthday cake.  I took it from google image.lol.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My delicious birthday cake.  Mmmmm&#8230;..Yummy&#8230;delicious&#8230;..Do you want it?</p>
<div id="attachment_146" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 279px"><img class="size-medium wp-image-146" title="birthday_cake" src="http://www.mamayulie.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/birthday_cake-269x300.gif" alt="My delicious birthday cake" width="269" height="300" /><p class="wp-caption-text">My delicious birthday cake</p></div>
<p>ps: This is not my real birthday cake.  I took it from google image.lol.</p>
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		<title>Thank You, Honey</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2009 09:40:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Today is my birthday and I am so happy. My husband took me to a special place where we could enjoy the birthday party all day long. I am so happy and so thankful for this.  I never thought that I will get this beautiful birthday party. It is so simple but I love [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Today is my birthday and I am so happy. My husband took me to a special place where we could enjoy the birthday party all day long. I am so happy and so thankful for this.  I never thought that I will get this beautiful birthday party. It is so simple but I love it. </p>
<p>Thank you, honey.  Thank you for celebrating my birthday.  Thank you for your morning kiss and thank you for your love.  I love you. </p>
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		<title>Happy Birthday, MamaYulie</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 18 Jul 2009 09:39:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Happy Birthday MamaYulie&#8230;. Yes, tomorrow is my birthday and I am so happy now. I don&#8217;t know what should I say but I am happy. Thank You, God, for all the lovely gifts you give to me.  Thank You for always blessing me, thank you for always be there for me.  
My Lovely [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Happy Birthday MamaYulie&#8230;. Yes, tomorrow is my birthday and I am so happy now. I don&#8217;t know what should I say but I am happy. Thank You, God, for all the lovely gifts you give to me.  Thank You for always blessing me, thank you for always be there for me.  </p>
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		<title>The Lovely Evening</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 04 Jul 2009 10:24:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This evening is so lovely. I was just about leaving my office but a client suddenly come, so I have stay here for a while.  It&#8217;s okay.  I am enjoying this job. 
Well, I miss my children but I have to wait for a few minutes to go home.  I am tired [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This evening is so lovely. I was just about leaving my office but a client suddenly come, so I have stay here for a while.  It&#8217;s okay.  I am enjoying this job. </p>
<p>Well, I miss my children but I have to wait for a few minutes to go home.  I am tired but I am happy. This is a hard day for me.  I have a lot of job and thank God I have finished it. Ok, it&#8217;s time for me to take a rest for a while&#8230;. </p>
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		<title>On Becoming the Best of Me</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 16 Jun 2009 07:13:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This is the other part of my journey. This is one of the hardest times for me. I just donâ€™t know what to do and what to say. I am so disappoint and I feel so terrible now. I had been through such a terrible thing before but I wonder why it still feels the [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This is the other part of my journey. This is one of the hardest times for me. I just donâ€™t know what to do and what to say. I am so disappoint and I feel so terrible now. I had been through such a terrible thing before but I wonder why it still feels the same. It is hurting and it still hurting me.
<p>I know that I deserve to be happy. I know that I deserve to get the best because I have done the best I could. I do every best thing to keep it alive and to keep it better. Then why it still hurting me?
<p>I know my destiny and I know it well. I am sure that I can reach my dream with my own hand and I will never let anybody destroy it. Never!! Not ever!!
<p>I know that this is not an easy time for me but I have to learn from this terrible thing. I know that I have to work harder and smarter. I know that I have to pray more and get closer with God.
<p>I believe that this is the new simple and easy way to reach my dream. I know I was weak but it was over. I was weak but I am stronger now. I am stronger and I can see that I can be a very strong woman and one of the strong women in the world. I donâ€™t have to be Oprah just to be a strong lady. I just want to be me and I will be stronger than Oprah.
<p>I know that I am not happy now. I know that I feel not good now. I know that I donâ€™t like it but I am sure that this will lead me to the better me.
<p>Yes, this pain is changing me. This hurt is helping me to understand the real me. This terrible thing makes me realize that I can be the best. This sad time wake me up from my sleep. </p>
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		<title>I Need to Have a Mom Time Now</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 05 Jun 2009 11:46:12 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Yulie</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I just realized that it is not easy to be a parent.  It is not easy to be a mom.  I love being a mom and a parent but things just not right when feel so tired. I know that I have to be wise and patient.  Itâ€™s justâ€¦.i donâ€™t know what [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I just realized that it is not easy to be a parent.  It is not easy to be a mom.  I love being a mom and a parent but things just not right when feel so tired. I know that I have to be wise and patient.  Itâ€™s justâ€¦.i donâ€™t know what to say.  </p>
<p>I just canâ€™t think right when I start to get too tired like this.  I guess I need t have a mom time now.  I need to think and I need to be alone even just for a while.</p>
<p>I visited my facebook but I couldnâ€™t enjoy it.  Then I updated my twitter and I feel much better now.    </p>
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